Do you ever just re-evaluate your life after reading a really good book and realize how boring life really is
I mean we eat and sleep and go to school and work and that’s it. There’s no dragon-slaying, no real adventures, no sense of danger, no fighting for our lives, nothing really exhilarating or anything
THIS IS THE REASON THAT I HAVE BEEN DEPRESSED SINCE AGE 8
What ever happend to people having morals? This world is tragically becoming worse & worse every day.. Today I was talking to a couple teenagers about “sex” when I was a teenager I felt that was such an intimate and sacred thing… now a days kids are starting to have sexual intercourse at such a young age which to me is so ridiculous and shows the lack of parenting… I just think kids should respect themselves more and have some morals and actually think about what they are doing before they do it … is that so wrong?
Crazy how my mind runs from one thing to another I could be laying here thinking about what tomorrow’s weather will be like and my mind automatically goes into over drive … like what my life will be like without certain people yes I know very depressing … but it will happen some day hopefully not until 70 some years from now …. just sucks to know that your on this earth for such a short amount of time which could seem like an eternity for some people but for me it’s not I don’t want to ever loose anyone in my life, so scary to think about really, what’s even worse is how selfish I can be… I’d rather have me die than live without the people I care about …. just very depressing if you ask me… I wish I was a happy go lucky type of person who never stresses about anything … who doesn’t think so far ahead and into things my mind just runs constantly .. drives me crazy sometimes
As I lay here in bed I think about the most important things in my life my family, boyfriend, pets, school, job, etc. All things I am very greatful for …. but I still feel sometimes like there’s always something missing in my life that I can never grasp… Maybe that’s me just being weird? Who knows..